Kat feels as if she's waking up; seeing Archie's life and lolly's death from a new perspective. She wishes sometimes that she had never seen her own face in the mirror.

I've never dated, or had crushes, or even been counted as in a relationship. But I can explain what a relationship looks like to outside eyes.

If you think about it, humans make themselves have uses nobody needed, and feel attacked when told so because of our denial. This is the perspective of a middle schooler: the insignificance of caring.

Lolly meets a someone, or a version of someone, she was fortunate enough to have never seen before. Kat knows she won’t see them much longer. (Disclaimer: this chapter may gross some people out)

When Kathrine finds that she actually can feel love in her heart, she wants more. And for once, she gets what she wants…but everything has a price.

Kat didn’t know these feelings still existed…nor did she know that even when she pushed them down so many years ago they would come back.

Screams bounced off every inch of the Ivan manor as Archie bursted through the walls of life- Kat regretted it, but she enjoyed this pain.

It’s hard to not love a child-especially that of your own-but Leo Ivan seems a natural at the disdainful craft.

Lolly is deep in her betrayal, and soon to be deeper in the hole she dug herself for….and Leo is vengeful still.

When Leo finds out he’s been betrayed by Lolly, all secrets pour out. Lolly is forced to bear a son, or else…